February 26, 2010


YeS   YeS   YeS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is here! London saw the Alice in the Wonderland. Finally. I've been dreaming 'bout this day since I read the book at the first time.


this is a photo, published in Vogue
Was amazed by it. It can be a symbol of all those fakers we meet. Hey! Fake beauties, fake smarty-pants, we know how you "queens" stick to your inhibitions and we also know that you are "...here to adore me"(us) as great Bertine Zetlitz sang.


Wow...THis day was a real day. You know, some days bring relief, some - inspiration, and some days just pass by, like careless hoboes (don't leave anything except slight fragrance of time).
But this day was not just a space of time, something suddenly dawned upon me. I really got inspired by understanding the inner side of the world, by its real face. I've never been optimistic as for the future but still let people tell me that evrth's gonna be better than it is. But, people, u have to admit the fact that most people are fakes - just shadows casted by personalities.
Sounds awful - I know. But I still observe many people envying and hating others without even knowing them. How poor and grey their lives must be, how colorblind and miserable these people must be.
Fake emotions, fake smiles, fake world.

February 21, 2010


Do u know that cats can't recorgnize themselves in the mirror. Only monkeys and dolphins can do it. Sowhy do they look so precisely on heir reflection? May be they can look through the glass and see absolutely different world. :)

Piece of Poetry


I am horizontal
You are vertical
You are the mountain
I am the valley
I am the Earth
You are the Sun
I am the shield
You are the sword
I am the wound
You are the pain
I am the night
You are God
You are the fire
I am the water
I am naked
You are in me
I am horizontal
But not every time
You are vertical
But for the time being
I am vertical
The mountain of orgasm
You are horizontal
Near me

Rafal Wojaczek (translated by Jan J. Kaluza)

That's my favorite poem. Ever. Never read anth so close to my soul. Smth that expresses and inspires me.
The autor is a polish poet who, I guess, has never felt anth connected to the happiness. Very complicated and hard to understand in the way he wanted to say it. Full of sadness and loneliness. But still interesting and attractive. Have anth against?

Beatiful Body

I wonder if people understand the beauty of the human body? Incredibly strong and flexible, can stand almost anything, but many people don't appreciate it. Making it fat and weak, refusing its beauty.

February 20, 2010


Have u ever been there? It's really beautful. The city of history. The city that saved its spirit and still looks like hundret years ago. The city that makes u love or hate it immediately. Wanna travel in time? Visit Venice. :)

Welcome to myself

Had an amazing dream tonight...woke up and decided to recreate the mood:
movie: Tideland
music: Dolores O'Riordan
weather: snow and rain
condition: difficult
result: decided to sleep...